# 14:15 Ugh... I have tried so hard to get Jonas up for college. He just doesn't respond and keeps falling straight back to sleep. I am so fed up with it all. I have work to do and it just stresses me out. I really wonder when he will take some responsibility. I also re-followed Kate's instagram. She posted some new photos around where she now lives. It looks pretty nice there. I hope she is doing alright and is settling there nicely. Nice to see Tilly too. It does look like a lovely place to live. I know it is hard to rebuild your life, and she wants to do it without relying on others. I still hope that one day she'll contact me again. For all I know it could be one of those situations where she wants to be settled, everything all to be fixed up. Wanting to feel like she has achieved it on her own, then can say, look what I did. That's my hope. She has been away for a long time now. I am proud of her. It looks like she is doing well. Yay... Jonas has left for college. He is going to be so late. By the time he gets there he'll only have 30 mins left. This evening I need to pack. Lake District trip tomorrow. That is going to be a very long drive for me. I am not used to driving for 7 hours. I just hope the traffic isn't bad. # 23:00 I have packed my hiking gear. I have completed route planning. I have printed of the accommodation info. Just in case anyone is interested in what we are doing, this is my Garmin MapShare info. https://share.garmin.com/MVRTZ I have to leave fairly early tomorrow and will be driving most of the day. I am not sure if I will have the opportunity I will have to write.