# 08:30 Today is the AWS summit. Unfortunately I cannot go. I need to take care of Jonas and call CAMHS today. He is pretty traumatised by his whole experience. # 21:30 It has been a hard week. Jonas is still ok, but I am very tired. I just have little energy. I will try writing a bit more soon. Once I feel a bit better. I have started listening to Jason Fox's books. I know he had PTSD from his military service. I kind of hope there is something that will help me too.